The week has been passing pretty fast. The renovations in my house is giving me a big headache. It really sucks when you got to stay in a house when the renovation is ongoing. The whole place is so freaking dusty and my sinus is really killing me.

Been job hunting for a while. Two days ago, I went down for an interview at Loyang with Prita. This is the second interview I am attending with her. (After 3 good years.) We were quite late so we took a cab to the venue. It costed us $25 plus. Fuah.. After the interview, we took a bus down to the Pasir Ris interchange, then took a train down to Admiralty and then had to take a bus 912 down back to my crib. It took me freakin 2 and 1/2 hours to get back home. I am definitely not taking up this job.

I went for another interview today at Pandan Road. (Somewhere near Clementi) Everything seemed pretty alright and the working environment made me feel quite ‘at home’. It would be great if I can get this job. The only cons are that the jobscope can get quite hectic and that it’s a 5 and 1/2 day work week. I think i’ve got my roots linked to the marine industry or something. No matter how far I run, I keep coming across ships and the sea. Lol.

I can see some positive changes within me. I used to be quite full of myself, not giving enough importance to my family especially my mum. These few months being with her at home.. has increased our ‘bonding’, which is good. I am also looking for a job more actively not just for the sake of working.. but to get a stable income and settle down. I think it’s due to the arrival of the ’special someone’ in my life who has indeed guided me alot.

It was my birthday yesterday. It was nice to hear from old friends who actually remembered my birthday. Ragu was one of the last ones to call. He called me at 10.30pm to wish me. The day was almost over already.

Met up with a few old buddies (and two new ones) on my birthday. They had a drinking session while I was busy playing monopoly. It was rather funny on how I won the game when I was the blur one there. I had to thank Maria for her guidance and advises. Lol. The game was going on and on.. We decided to end it cos one of the them had work a few hours later. So we decided the winner by counting who had the most money. I had the most money and plus three hotels. Muahaha!

Then we had breakfast.. So after all left, I and Maria sat for a while and caught up abit. Talking about the past.. some losers and all. It was bright and sunny by the time we were done.. And we left..

I desperately need to do something about my sleeping hours. I am becoming nocturnal which is very bad.

I want to quickly get myself settled in a stable job. Life is becoming too boring and pathetic.

5 more days! 5 more days for him to come back from Thailand!!! Yeahhhh.

In case you’re wondering… Time didn’t fly at all.

Ragu flew off to Thailand yesterday. It was abit dramatic when I sent him off in a cab. I teared cos I knew I’d be missing him so much.

15 more days before he returns. That’s like, half a month. It’s not even been 24 hours since he flew off and I’m already missing him like hell.

Deepavali this year was a very unique experience for me. Although I didn’t celebrate the festival this year, but went to a few places for ‘visiting’. What made it the best is, I spent quality time with Ragu all the way from Deepavali eve till Saturday. I would have prolonged it till Sunday, if he didn’t have his part time work going on. I usually only get to see him once a week normally. But this time, spending 4 days in a row with him… I really felt blessed. At the same time, I also had to get myself prepared for his two week trip to Thailand.

Eating so much of the various kinds of murukku from the different houses has caused me to have a stomach upset. My stomach has been having this bloated feeling and I feel like I’m having some form of indigestion. Quite annoying actually. But no matter how much the murukku gives me awful reactions, that’s the only thing I devour from all houses. (Excluding the Chocolate Biscuits..)

There’s something bothering me. I came across some people who take advantage of people and their kindness. I don’t know if they believe in karma, but I certainly affirm in that. How could someone betray someone’s trust and innocence in the name of ‘love’? The most disturbing fact is when I have to sit back and watch the whole drama going on, pretending like I don’t know anything.

I did my part, that I know.